My name is Vernita (born January 30, 1993), and I’m writing in search of deeper clarity regarding a connection that continues to stir my spirit, even when silence is louder than words. I recently - question #7299

spoke with a psychic who delivered this message to me: > «Spirits are showing me that the connections you have with both Chris and Sievon are deeply karmic, meaning they were meant to enter your life not just for love, but for growth and awakening… With Chris, the energy feels magnetic but unstable… He feels your presence strongly but fears surrendering to emotion… With Sievon… he represents comfort and loyalty, but also the lesson of when to choose peace over repetition… Both of these connections carry karmic weight… and their purpose is reaching completion… You are growing through each connection into a version of yourself that knows how to love without losing peace.» Chris (born February 1, 1976) is the one I feel spiritually and physically bound to in a way I can’t explain without sounding like I’ve lost my mind or my grip on gravity. We don’t talk every day.He doesn’t call. He doesn’t text. There are stretches of silence so long I start to feel invisible. And yet… when we’re together, when we sleep together… everything makes sense. The way he looks at me, touches me, speaks without speaking—it’s like a tidal wave that pulls everything else out of focus. And then he disappears again, emotionally. The warmth fades, and I’m left wondering if I imagined the intimacy. But how can something that feels so real, so deeply embedded in my body and soul, be just a passing moment to him? The psychic said he fears surrendering to emotion. That he’s here to teach me what love shouldn't feel like—unstable, unclear, unavailable. But I don’t want to be taught. I want to be held. I don’t want to release a connection I never even got to fully hold in my hands. I don’t want someone new. I don’t care about “what’s ahead.” I just want to understand what this is. What he feels. What he wants, if anything, and what I’m actually feeling versus what I’m desperately hoping for. Please. Tell me: Is Chris truly in love with me? Even if he hides it? Even if he won’t say it? Even if he only shows it when we’re skin to skin, heart to heart, breath to breath? Because my soul is aching for truth, not another lesson. And if I’m wrong about him… I need to know before I burn myself up trying to keep his fire lit. With hope and heaviness, Vernita