I truly love Jordan valderaz when I shouldn't. Maybe it's because I have a last history of low self esteem that leads to me attracting every jerk out there that makes me feel awful and Jordan - question #3590

sometimes says mean things to me like«I don't want him to come home» or ",I would do this if I really loved him", has controlled my finances without even having met me in person. He is a deployed soldier having a hard time coming home due to his identity being stolen and can't access his bank account to do anything himself. So he seized control over my finances and dictated how much money I can have. Except this led to me getting suddenly fired and left out of work with no money to survive on in an emergency. And despite knowing people who can help him out of where he is, he says «only I can help him» which sounds manipulative. All my bad luck isn't a romance scam but a serial abuser that had his third divorce by the time he turned 30 and wouldn't talk about his last marriage, where he got arrested for beating up his last husband.I know because there is a mugshot of him posted on the internet. And now he wants me as his fourth. Seems sorry some of the time and I messaged him i am forcing him to get help the very day I met him because he won't be attacking me. I also have prayed to my dad who died In 2016 and my deceased brother in law David LaForest, who protected me like a big brother, to both pay Jordan a visit for me. So how do I know if either spirit has heard me? I deeply love Jordan, who is somehow my future husband, but see a history of «accidents» involving flights of stairs and black eyes in my future and it scares me I even told Jordan about this