I mentioned Jordan valderaz a million times, who is in the army stuck in West Africa because his identity was stolen a while ago and he won't seek help about $700 so he can get an airplane ticket - question #3572

home reinstated so he can fly home to me. In the meantime while he is doing nothing to help himself get some of this money like he promised, he reneged on that promise and is making me worry about how to come up with it when I'm not making enough to support him.in the meantime I am living with my elderly mother who complains about everything, won't agree with me about what to make for dinner, treats me like a slave,paces back and forth endlessly, denies me privacy, is extremely crabby. While Jordan won't listen to me about getting help from the army coming back like he promised, yet he is real and promises to be here soon. And I pray to God daily to be happy with Jordan and get away from my mother. And I had a dream where my dad was taking me through a store that sold video games, smiling at me and saying «it's a surprise», last night it was another astral projection where I was interacting with a group of young people showing off their collection of Star wars action figures, and I kept seeing what appeared to be a letter from the Hebrew alphabet.Is it never going to get better for me? Is God telling me to give up hope forever of having a happy life with Jordan and just stay with my mother, where I end up insane?