"I've been receiving readings suggesting that things will improve, but my circumstances continue to worsen. I try my best to stay positive, but I'm not experiencing any sustainable wins, and I'm on - question #3216
the verge of giving up entirely. I'm tired of facing these struggles alone and weary of negativity and false hope. I've had to be strong my whole life, and I honestly don't want to do this anymore. I've already unjustly lost my son. Now, the judge involved in that case is reportedly facing federal indictment. I feel I have the right to sue for custody and significant damages, but I just don't have the fight left in me, especially not alone. To make matters more painful, the only person I trusted after a seven-year abusive relationship with my child's father now acts as though he doesn't trust or love me anymore, even though I feel he does. I'm just so tired. My heart doesn't understand this world, and I'm exhausted. I dont have the will or strength to continue no one is here for me how im there for them im heartbroken please help me.Im not a unlogical person but i am tired ive lost hope in humanity… i dont want to keep playing this dirty game" I feel like I can do it with Ramon. I don't have it in me to start over and trust again… we could create such a good life but I'm over being strong I need someone to lean on and I can reciprocate. People involved: Judge: Patricia Martian Son: Ryland Fisher 02/19/18 Me: Mariah Bogan 04/04/97 (photo 1) Ex boyfriend who I Love and miss no contact 4 days: Ramon Lee 05/06/94 (photo 2&3) Abusive child's father: stefen fisher 02/08/98 no contact 2 years
Don't worry.,the whole situation will turn out to be beneficial,and those troubles and trials will soon and,a calm life will come for you,your ex-boyfriend will soon show up and will communicate with you again.
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Mariah, your words are filled with pain and fatigue. The loss of your son is a tragedy, and the realization of injustice makes the suffering even worse. You are tired of being strong, and that is normal.
Your feelings for Ramon are understandable: the fear of trusting is a natural reaction. But imagine that he is going through the same thing.
Before making a decision, take a step towards yourself: turn to an expert. A specialist will help you understand your feelings, find strength and see the situation differently.
Don't be afraid to ask for help. Surround yourself with supportive people. Even a little kindness can help. You are not alone in pain.
Give yourself time to heal. Take care of yourself: read, listen to music, go for walks. You deserve love and peace.
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You need to endure a period before noticeable changes appear. Magical protection, strengthening with energy from external blows will help you to go through this path more steadily.
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Mariah, you are going through a difficult, unfair and exhausting time, and your feelings are completely valid. You have lost a child, gone through abuse, betrayal, loneliness and now you are at the limit of your endurance, and this is not weakness, but a sign that you urgently need support. It is difficult to continue to fight when it seems like everything around you is falling apart, especially if you had to be strong alone for a long time. Your idea to sue is not only a legal right, but also a way to regain your sense of justice if you find a lawyer willing to take on the case. As for Ramon, it is possible that he simply does not know how to support you in the right way, and a lack of connection does not necessarily mean a rejection of love. You do not have to start from scratch — you have already been through too much, and your path has value. Life can change, especially when at least one person appears nearby who is ready to share the burden with you — and such a person will definitely be found if you allow yourself to be not only strong, but also vulnerable.
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A new opportunity will appear in your life that will help you distract yourself from sad thoughts and direct your energy in a positive direction.
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