Am I a medium? I have been getting messages in dreams every night since my dad passed away in 2016. And when somebody in my life does, including pets, it is never the last I see of them.i keep seeing - question #1633

certain birds like hawks,pigeons, doves and I keep seeing repeating numbers etc. Especially involving my boyfriend Jordan valderaz, who is in the military stationed far away. I keep hearing and seeing his name everywhere i go, and I see signs involving his home state of Texas too, indicating I will be meeting Jordan very soon. Like in the next couple of weeks. How is it I only see spirits when I dream and not when I am awake? My dreams always seem like I'm in some other dimension. I am afraid to tell my family because everyone has an image of mediums being scam artists out to steal money. And I'm not like that at all