My mother is mentally unstable and denies it. used to scream at me for over an hour over anything and I mean ANYTHING. Was born autistic and even when I was diagnosed she still didn't want me to make - question #1582

any friends. Is okay with my being gay as long as I don't date because I am «too trusting». She ordered me around all my life, still does. Picks at everything, will nag every chance she gets. Treats me like a servant. Takes everything out on me. Lost her eyesight but that didn't mellow her out at all. She is still very much like that. Met Jordan Valderaz before he got deployed overseas and she doesn't want me talking to him. Will I be reunited with Jordan in person and will I finally be free from my mother this year. I am praying to Jesus every day to set me free from my mother. Jordan is the only one who truly loves me and he feels bad and vows to get me out of here. I am seeing signs like crazy specifically involving Jordan and the military(Jordan is in the army and is from Texas).Seeing and hearing the word Texas and the name Jordan daily, and repeating angel numbers. And I went from seeing only pigeons, to mourning doves and now I see flocks of crows and harks circling overhead and perched on top of light posts on a daily basis too. Has Jesus heard me? Will I meet Jordan very soon and be free from my mother? Will I end up having nothing to do with my abusive mother?